I feel like I am doing so much searching these days I guess you could say my heart and eyes are open. Having recently lost someone I love very much is a heart wrenching time. This whole process of grieving is uniue to each person, but pain is pain. I am trying to listen to the subtle urgings to things and not brush by things I may have done in the past. One thing I know for sure sharing, helping others, letting others help us, and just connecting to others can make such a difference. I miss him everyday.